Sold My Soul to ME!

Writing this post today has to be part of some relief that I am hoping for. Since I have posted last there hasn't been much of an actual difference. I learened that you can always trust yourself to kick your own ass, however people will gladly make that happen for you. One of the reasons I am looking forward to starting this blog spot shit again is to empty my head of a lot of the self deafeatedting thoughts I have. Really its to look back on all this and laugh someday. So the deal is that I am out on the streets for the 3rd time now, and they say that the third time is the charm? So I decided to work through the Youth Center on Highland in order to find out what it means to be a "local celebrity". Many people frequent this center, and from what I have been able to gather have either the sickest dilluousions of granduer, or the brightest hope for their lives. I wonder which category I fall under at this point? Staying in the hollywood area is continuously making me more fearless. I have also taken to sunbathing at the loews hotel for their strawberry lemonade. Well italian lunch at the center calls so I'll be biting!!