Leap of Faith

You've got to move. You've got to get yourself going towards the ideal. That's all there is in life. I wanted to create a post that totally disparaged the people who I have allowed just enough room in my life to hang be, because they did. I won't. They got all the publicity they deserved when it happened. I forgive them. I understand that what happened is a part of my experience in this life, and I cherish it for what it's worth and for what it's doing for me.

Genesis 50:20 put is as eloquently as I have ever experienced this statement "You intended to harm me, but God intended it all for good. He brought me to this position so I could save the lives of many people." Starting with my own.
This life was meant to be lived. I found myself sharing my philosophy of the fact that I believe I am already dead with someone dear to me. This was of great shock to him and once he said " I think that's what losers think" I had to think. What do you mean by that? And then I wondered why he would say something like that. "I think it means you've given up, that there's nothing to live for". Unknowing I had. My experience with death so close and so early on was meant to be a lesson to me, that I must make haste with this time I was given, and I must make plenty with the talents and love which God has bestowed on me. Instead for some time I chose to use it as a reason to be emotionless an reason to cry I reason to wonder why i had less, and that simply wasn't the case. Even today as I find myself in what would seem like the most daunting situation a I have ever face, I find myself emboldened unto new heights and empowered to face the next steps with a blessed assurance unlike I have ever felt.
Today I checked into a Shelter for transitional youth. Is that what I am? That would seem to be the reality of this. I have rededicated my life to God, and I know that God has placed the gift of "feeling" "entertaining" "singing" and above all Inspiration into my life. That is what I'm meant to share, and that's what I will share with everyone. With all and everything that I do I will empower people to greatness, by most definitely aspiring and acting towards greatness in my life. I give myself 90 days or less to be here. I'm currently working at a Record Label to record my mixtape/album and then I will get a part time job so that I can get my own place. I called about a place on Hollywood Near Hollywood and Highland and it was $2000 for a 1bedroom! YIKES.

Action plan:
Secure a Part Time Job for $$
Save enough $$ to move to Hollywood
Market for the label
Write everyday
Record Songs for my demo

The meeting of these goals will serve as my birthday present to myself this year.