Thinking On thoughts

Well...I know that I haven't posted in quite sometime, but I haven't forgotten about you guys. (I say you guys, and I wonder how many people really read this. Just know that when I do become famous, I was already thinking about my fans :) ). Things have been going really well in Real Estate. I've begun to COMPLETELY step my game up. I have begun intensive internet marketing via Twitter and Facebook,(Follow me on Twitter www.twitter.com/DonLorenzo20 ) started doing walk-outs (100 or so a day), and really have managed my time more efficiently. I'm beginning to see the results in the way that I am respected as a business, and that people understand that I have a valueable service to offer. I really work hard for my clients and I really want to make their dreams of homeownership a Reality...so for the REAL fans...more about my music...

I really have decided to put actively pursuing my music on hold. I think that a jack of all trades can never really be good at one. That being said, I have delved pretty much head first into Real Estate...but don't worry this will definitely help me acquire the resources (financially and socially) to get where I need to be in music. I have really been writing things here and there, and I have seen my work mature as have I.  It's going to be really tough when I put out my first album because I really want everyone to see the growth that I have experienced in the last few years or so.   Other thoughts on my mind? Well I am really remaining positive and watching my thoughts, certain things are very hard to keep out of my mind. If you haven't read in my earlier posts, my father died this year...and so this will be the first Father's Day sunday June 14,2009 that I don't have him to celebrate with. We always went out to Coco's and BlackAngus, and really enjoyed ourselves no matter how upset we were at the time lol. I know that he is proud of me, and I am working hard on making him even more proud. He got a chance to see the beginning of his son becoming a man, starting with the death of my mom, and me going to college subsequently getting my Real Estate license..and then hearing the first couple of songs I wrote and recorded. Along with that thought the week after that June 21, 2009 will mark 5 years since my mother passed away. I can't do it. I mean I know that I can, but just that thought alone weighs so heavily on my soul. I try not to think about them, but I think that that would be doing a disservice to their memory and all that they mean to me. It's really tough finding a balance between being really emotive and feeling exactly how it makes me feel when I think about it without restraint, and then becoming numb and dedicated myself to my Real Estate and my music. Music provides such a release on that aspect, because I can  just write it and sing it and get all the emotions out...I love you both, and I know that you are really proud of me. I dedicate my first million-dollar sale, and my first grammy award to both of you I know that I will have them both soon, and it's because of the man who you raised as a boy. Just a thought I wanted to get out...I really have been blessed. Thank You Loretta for loving me no matter what and accepting that we do things so differently. You are a great example of how much value a loving heart can add to another person's life. I love you sis...and my aunt Teresa. Who knows where I would be had you not taken me in, and refused to let me throw my life away. I owe so much to you, and I know your big sis is proud of you and what you have done with her son. (Why do those sound like shout outs?) Hahah..Back to work.