Music.

So I've been having  a great time with my cousin James lately. This dude is so brilliant, so insightful and it's really cool not to feel alone in your thoughts. eh, just had to get that out. So anyways, countdown til the big day. I am going to win. I'm watching what I eat, and staying out of smoky environments for a LONG time. at least until the performance. I am drinking tons of water...I didnt get much sleep in the last 3 days ( 6hrs) and I know that is bad for my voice...especially 'cause I was on a whole different tip last nite and started listening to the song "Breakdown" by Mariah Carey. If you haven't heard it, it's the perfect song in every sense of the word, including video. I even called someone who I've missed for the longest...but I don't know how things will turn out with us..yeah, I really and just trying to focus on the two most important things to me right now: The Office and My music...I'm wondering if I have to be all in one or the other...for now I will just work at the office during the day, and then take time to practice my vocals in the early morning and late nites... Thank You God for this gift of music, please help me nourish it.