Getting the Hang of it

heh, this blogging thing really isn't so bad... I've actually been updating it regularly...nothing particularly new in my life. I am finding myself become re-acquainted with my cousins, which is something for which I am extremely grateful. I hung out with my cousin Jamecca last week..although I know I could not have been so much fun (going through nicotine withdrawals, yikes!) but I guess the good thing was that I learned that I could stop at any given moment. It might go without saying that I have since started again, but in "moderation"..yeah I know, but we all have our habits ;). I enjoyed hanging out with her, but sometimes I wonder if people get tired of me? Knowing what I know now about how the mind works (mainly in respect to the Law of Attraction) those very thoughts and insecurities were the undoing of any relationship (romantic, familial, friends) that I have lost in the past. Does that excuse the people who have wronged/abandoned me? No, that can't be so, but it does however allow me  see that I continued to  read over the sheet music to the sad solo part I played while the Titanic sank. haha. But anyways life is really going great for me, I am so blessed with the opportunity to have a clear mind and to be able to visualize and obtain my goals through focus. I'm still a work in progress....On a side note, I went back to the studio where I did my rough demo, and I think I was being wheeled and dealed into another situation. I'm going to hope that things go well and trust that my vibes will align with what's right. I am really looking forward to recording new music and finally getting out there again, and I am definitely looking forward to all the great business that is flowing my way in Real Estate. Getting my grown man on, and getting on that Mogul Status....Here's what I've been thinking lately "You may not be able to judge a book by its cover, but you can get a damn good idea from what section its in" -L'aurence Durr. Don't know if it made sense, but I think I'm onto something