Okay..So Here is my second posting here. Last night Isaac ( The owner and Enginerr at JazzinWorld) called me at 11pm while I was in the bed and told me that the vocals on a couple of songs I recorded didnt sound as strong as we needed them to be...What did I do? I jumped up and drove out to the Valley to finish recording all the songs, because I knew that I could do them better than I had previously...I didnt get home until about 3:30am...all the while knowing that I would have to be in the office by 8. Why? Becuase I love music and I am dedicated to myself now. I don't have a Mom and I don't have a Dad to make sure that I'm going on the right path...Yeah I do have Tia, Retta and Chico..but you know what i mean? I dont have that philisophical tie to the world that makes me feel as if I have a direct person telling me what I can and cannot do unquestionably. Anyways, I thought that I would share that bit of information with you all. I am completely obssessed with Twitter lol. I think Mariah Carey used one of the DMS I sent her for her nightly "name that tune" feautre...such a cool chick, I'm still kinda pissed that I didn't marry her, but hey she's happy right? haha..anyways I'm supposed to finally be getting the trax from Isaac tonight through e-mail. I'm really excited to hear the songs completely mixed and mastered. It's pretty cool you know? I know that I've started working on this Demo thing a hundred times before, but this time feels so much more fulfilling. I know that once Universal hears my music they will love it. I need to schedule a Photoshoot this week....Hmm it's really kind of....I don't really know the words for it...disappointing maybe? I spent some time focusing my efforts and losing weight (40lbs to be exact in less than 3 months) and I went an gained 15 of it back!! Damn that sucks. So for this photoshoot I'm going to go on the 48hour diet. I know, I know, it's a fad and it's all kinds or crazy or whatever, but hey I know what I am capable of...I feel like I will be twittering ALL Day while i am on this diet but whatever..I'm kind of in the mood to write a song, but I cant really get it to release..it's stuck in my emotions and I dont know where to begin....but maybe I will soon. I need to clean my car out, organize my desk and find some way to not get depressed at the fact that my loser Uncle has nothing better to do than to evict me. Yeah I hope this gets out when I'm famous and he feels bad for all the terrible things he did, and who he is..but anyways that chain of thought sparked another thought I've had previously...I think people get famous or want fame to fill an emotional/psychological void...What do you think? I know I have a need to be recognized and Loved unconditionally, something I think fans would do. Is that crazy? I dunno...well anyways I'm off to twitter...
OH..Not before I speak my intentions aloud: I want to be debt-free in the next month, I want a MacBook Pro and I want a SmartPhone...something like the BlackJackII, Blackberry Storm or something at least with a KEYBOARD! haha, I also want to move into a new place. Staying in the same place where my Mom, Dad, Grandmom and Grandad lived is hard, because they are all dead..hmm. ::trying to stay positive and not depressed:: What it do life? haha
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